Keegoisan (ceilhaa)

Hello lagi kawan2! :D ;D


Hari ini, gw pengen ngomongin sesuatu soal keegoisan.

Apa sih yg namanya egois? Kalo menurut definisi gw sendiri sih, egois itu mementingkan kepentingan sendiri, tanpa memikirkan perasaan orang lain (udh berpengalaman makanya ngerti -_-). Misalnyaaa marah2 karena temen lo dateng telat pas lagi jalan, pdhl ternyata dia telat karena emang ada halangan. Lalu tanpa tanya alesannya lo marah gtu aja langsung. Nah itu termasuk egois. Dan buat ngilangin egois itu susah (buat gw sih, banget), karena yg namanya egois itu udh ada di diri manusia dr awal.

Okee yang mau gw bahas bukan egois yang itu! Hahah OOT sendiri -.- .. Yang mau gw bahas itu yang ini:

Biasanya, gw khawatir sm temen2 gw dibanding sm gw sendiri. Misalnya, ada yang lg down karena pelajaran atau apa, ya gw semangatin lah. Gw malah lebih sering mengkhawatirkan nilai temen2 gw, klo jelek gimana, klo nanti mereka makin down, dibanding dengan nilai gw sendiri.

Hari ini, hasil placement test dibagikan, ulangan mat pak Tri juga. Dan hasilnya, gak usah dipertanyakan, hancur ! Tapi, gw ga kaget. Gw emang kagak belajar sih, jd udh gw perkirakan juga nilainya bakal kayak gtu. Tapi gw jd khawatir sm nilai gw sendiri, "Gila, kalo gw gini terus, madesu banget gw!" begitulah.

Jadi gw mikir lagi, betapa bodohnya gw, malah khawatir sm nilai orang lain, padahal nilai gw sendiri gak keruan ??!

Makanya, memikirkan diri sendiri lebih dulu dibanding orang lain, itu juga gak salah kan klo udh gini! Yaa jd gw udh memutuskan untuk mulai mengkhawatirkan nilai2 gw dulu drpd mikirin nilai2 orang lain, dan memang, sekarang juga gw udh merasa madesu HAHA kaco nih =.= .. Tapi saya tetep semangat kooookk justru gw berterima kasih pd Tuhan krn udh menyadarkan gw di awal gini drpd ga pernah nyadar sm sekali. Gw sadar gw masih bodoh, dan gw sangat sangat amat sangat harus belajar lebih banyak. Maka untuk saat ini, gw bakal menyemangati diri gw sendiri melebihi yang lainnya dulu! Urgent !!

Lalu jugaaa, membuat diri lo happy dulu dibanding orang lain, juga ada kalanya itu gak salah. Maksud gw tuh, ada orang2 yang krn atas nama 'cinta' dan 'sayang' mau membahagiain orang yang mereka 'cintai' dan 'sayangi'. Oke, itu gak salah. Tapi klo mereka malah jd sakit hati, mereka malah yg jd ga bahagia krn mesti 'bahagiain' orang lain dulu, menurut gw itu salah.

Kenapa sih, mesti sampe ngorbanin diri lo sendiri? Apalagi klo ternyata orang itu juga gak peduli lo sakit hati ato enggak? Atau, gimana lo bisa bahagiain orang lain klo lo sendiri ga bahagia? (aduh ribet bahasa gw).

Mungkin Anda2 semua bakal berpikir gw gak berperasaan, atau gw gak pernah ngalamin makanya gw bs ngomong kayak gtu. Tapi, sayangnya gw udh pernah kayak gtu, dan setelah sekian lama gw merasa ga ada gunanya.

Sama seperti klo mau merubah dunia, ubahlah diri lo terlebih dahulu. Start with the man in the mirror! (Lagunya Michael Jackson (y)!), maka kalo mau membahagiain orang lain, cobalah lo bahagia dulu. Banyak2 senyum, jgn sering2 pasang tampang surem. Karena seperti post gw yg sebelomnya lagi, smile! Because someone is falling for your smile ;)

Okee sekian dari bacotan gw hari ini hahah.. Bagi yang merasa tersindir ato apa, maap ya, ga bermaksud sama sekali kok.

Anyway hari ini ... Gak ada yg spesial antara gw dan dia nih hahah yaaa sudahlah semangat fokus plajaran, UAN, dan PTN dulu Sandra !! :D :]

picture of the day:




Buat yang hasil placement test dan ulangan2 awalnya ancur , ayo semangat! Tapii, best futures itu cuma terjadi klo lo mulai berusaha dan memperbaiki kesalahan :)

Aaaaaaaaaaa !!

AAAAAA!! (gak jelas) hahahah

Hello semua2nya, maaf yah, br bisa nulis blog lagi.. Selama ini entah kemana spirit ngeblog gw (apa banget)

Hmm hm hmm kenapa 'AAAAAAAA' ? beberapa dr Anda mungkin sudah tau alasannya hehehe.. Saya suka huruf A (y)

Emmm aaa emmm life's been good lately. Hmm nilai2 yg tidak memuaskan membuktikan kalau waktu belajar gw masi kurang. Iyalah, blajar mentok2 1 jam, mainnya.... berjam2 lah pokoknya =.= .. Dan uh! Saya kesal kenapa nilai nya ga naik2!

Jadi! Sekarang gw mau kembali ke fokus awal gw; pelajaran, UAN, dan PTN! ayo ayo semangat juga buat yang lainnya!

Kata nyokap gw (yg katanya dia denger dr pas pertemuan orang tua), nanti buat daftar PTN yang diliat rapor semester ke-5 , yang berarti rapor kelas 3 ini! Makanya ayo kita buat nilai2 sebaik dan sebagus mungkin ! :DD

Terus apalagi siih yang membuat gw seneng? Hmm banyak hahaha.. Gebetan baru? Hmm ga juga. Tapi yes, I 'm falling in love ! Ntah cuma nge fans ato apa sih, tapi gw seneng bs kembali merasakan, kembali ke saat2 dimana ada 'seseorang' itu jdnya seneng sendiri berdeba2 sendiri HAHA ga jelas boott ! Ah ga cuma gw doang kok, banyak kawan2 gw jg yg lagi pol in lop lagi, jdnya seru hehe ;)

Terima kasih atas dukungan dr temen2 semuaaa yang bikin gw tetep semangat;
Icil & Dhatu --> udh pasti hahahah
Monic, Kezia, Ocha, Lia, C.A. , Hilda, Cha2, Cita, Hera, Icha, Prilly hehe
Eda, Ardhi temen Inten gw hahahah
Jono! Kita mesti bersabar nih nunggu One Piece & Naruto
Si Beng/Benk a.k.a. Cibeng :D
Alysha, Yudith, :D
dan ehem, si Mr. Samurai, secara gak langsung sudah membuat gw seneng :) ;)
my family, and God <3


Life is only once, but if you do it RIGHT, once is enough!

Picture of the day:


Bagaimana caranya biar bs memandang hidup itu indah? Easy. Take a deep breath, think about those who are around you; your family, your friends. Think again what you have now, and simply, be grateful for that. There are hundreds, maybe thousands, or even millions people who wants to be in your position now. Living in a house, having family, friends, going to school, being able to study, feeling the love from people around you. You are loved, and always be. :)

Awake - Josh Groban

"Awake"

A beautiful and blinding morning
The world outside begins to breathe
See clouds arriving without warning
I need you here to shelter me

And I know that only time will tell us how
To carry on without each other

So keep me awake to memorize you
Give me more time to feel this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

If I could make these moments endless
If I could stop the winds of change
If we just keep our eyes wide open
Then everything would stay the same

And I know that only time will tell me how
We'll carry on without each other

So keep me awake for every moment
Give us more time to be this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

We'll let tomorrow wait, you're here, right now, with me
All my fears just fall away, when you are all I see

We can't stay like this forever
But I have you here today

And I will remember
Oh I will remember
Remember all the love we shared today

Over You - Chris Daughtry

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time ago!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you


You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time ago!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally getting’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!
(End Chorus)

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

Live Like We're Dying

When I opened my eyes, I'm lying on white floor, in a very big white room. No door, no window, all white. It is like I'm in a big space and I even thought maybe, I'm in another world. It's only me here in the this huge white endless room. I really can't see the end of this room anyway.

My body tells me to stand up and try to walk. While I'm walking, so many questions rush in my mind.
"How did I get here?" That's the very first question.
"What is this place?"
"Is anybody here?"
"How can I get out from here?"
"What am I doing?" As soon as I finish the last question, I get my own answer. Suddenly my head feel so heave. Both my right arm and right leg feel really hurt. Really hurt. Another image comes into my mind.

A big red truck hit me.

I was having a fight with my boyfriend, well I was angry to him. He went out with another girl, Dee. Though Dee is his best friend, I still can't accept it since this is the 5th time she asked him to accompany her somewhere. And I believe she knows really well that he's dating me.

After I saw him came with Dee, I said nothing and I rushed to the big road. All I wanted was to get away from him, for awhile. I saw him following me from behind so I ran. An on the middle of that crowded road, I could see a big thing came closer. I froze. The last thing I saw was nothing. The last thing I heard was my boyfriend shouted my name.



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I sit on the hospital chair. There hasn't been any news about her. Both my hands endure my head, just a little while ago they stop trembling. I keep quiet, I cover my face with my hands. My brain keep repeating that scene, again and again. I feel like I want to scream, I want to shout out loud. How come it turns out like this?

I know she is really mad at me. I went out with Dee again. But all I did was accompanying her to the book store. She said she wanted to buy some things.

Dee's school bag was left at my house, so we picked it up first before Dee went home. I didn't know my girlfriend was waiting for me at home. As soon as she saw me with Dee, I could see anger on her face, but there are more pain in her eyes. I hurt her feeling, again.

She went inside, took her bag, and walked pass me. I knew she would leave. I asked Dee to go home (her driver has arrived to pick her), and I ran to Tara. But I only followed her from behind, because I knew she didn't want to be disturb, especially by me.

She looked behind, I caught her eyes. Then she ran. I was only a few meters away from her when that big red truck came closer to her. I shouted her name. And there, by my own eyes, I saw my girlfriend got hit by a truck.

I ran to her lying body. I saw blood her and there. Every car stopped, people started to gather to see. I picked her body, she was unconscious, but I can still feel the heart beat. So slow. I didn't know who but someone said he would take us to the nearest hospital. We all hurried.

As we arrived at the hospital, a group of doctor and nurses came. And then I couldn't remember anything, I kept staring at her pale face.



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I felt tired so I stop walking and I sit down. I've remembered everything now. All I want to know is, am I dead? I grin. What if I really am dead? There are still so many things I want to do.

I want to watch the newest movie in the cinema. I want to eat ice cream, desperately want to. I want to buy The Script new CD.

Then I think about my family. I haven't let Dad use the computer for this week. I haven't helped Mom do the home chores. There are songs I want Dad to listen, cool songs and I know he will like them. There are films I want to watch with my Mom! Korean movies, she loves them.

If I die now, how can I tell them that I love them so damn much? And I want to say sorry to my Dad and mom, for my bad scores recently. Then I'll rush to them, hug them tight, tell them I love them.

I bend my feet, and I cry.

Another thing comes into my mind. His face appears. What should I tell him? It's lonely here and I need someone to accompany me. I want him. No matter how much my anger and pain he just caused, I want him now. I'll tel him I forgive, and I love him. Right now.

I don't want to die.



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The doctor calls me. He says her heart just start to beat normally. Her operation went well. Seemed pretty bad but the doctors and herself struggled.

I feel so relieved. I want to see her alive again. First I will ask for forgiveness, and no matter she'll forgive me or not, I'll tell her I regret it, and I'll tell her I love her.

I'm not ready to loose her. I really don't. I shouldn't have gone with Dee. I should have stayed home so I could see her. I should have chased her, stop her, hug her, tell that I'm so sorry. If only I did that earlier, she must be still healthy and would be by my side. If only.



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I saw a very big light glowing in front. I don't know what it is, but I want to get close to it. I feel its warm, like it is here to call me and accompany me. Those pain I've been feeling are all gone. I can feel warm feeling inside my heart, as I get closer.



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"Sorry, we didn't make it,"
I stunned. What the HELL did he say? Just a while ago the doctor said her heart start to beat normally, and now he said she's ... ?
"So, she's dead...?"
The doctor said nothing, either did I.


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It's been sickening a week after her funeral. It's true for awhile her body showed a better response. But that was just like a sign that she'll leave, very soon.

I've been a sober, I feel I lost my spirit, I feel I'm getting crazy, after I found out her bag.

Inside her bag, which is my favorite because it suits her well, I find a note. It's her small note. She always carry that around with her, she writes down whatever she wants there.

I open the note, I read again all things she write. Most is about me. How much she loves me, all the doodles she made. And, one last note she made in that book.

'21th April 2010. Today's plan: Get up early! Got to go to Kai' house, can't wait to give the bracelet I've been making. Can't wait to give him the little surprise, hope he will :] love xoxo Tara & Kai'

Along with the note, there's a blue handmade bracelet. She never been good with handmade things. This one look quite rumpled, but I know she did this with all her heart.

Once again I fall down on my knees. Once again I remember her smile. Once again I cried.

Tara.

We only got
86, 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Live Like We're Dying - The Script

Original story by: L. Sandra
15th August 2010.
Komen dan kritik dan saran dan pertanyaan silakan di chat box! :D

Behind Live Like We're Dying

Hello teman2!
Di sore hati yang adem ayem hujan dan maknyus ini, gw mau nulis cerpen asli bikinan gw hehe. Bbrp minggu yang lalu, gw dan teman2 ditugaskan nulis cerpen, yang diambil dr sebuah lagu (meski ternyata dr ambil dr internet juga gapapa, tp gw telat taunya). Nah, lagu yang gw ambil jlas Live Like We're Dying by The Script. Hell yeah I love that song especially the lyric. Jadi semalem gw brainstorming sendirian bikin cerita ini.

Tadi pagi saat temen2 gw liat hasil cepern yang gw tulis, semua pada bingung, "Lah san, kok panjang bener cerpennya?" Nah loh. Setelah gw piki juga, ini cerita kan harus diceritain lagi ke temen2, dan jalan cerita gw ini, agak susah kalau harus diceritain ke orang lain, aka mesti dibaca. Tadi gw udah minta beberapa temen untuk baca, dan responnya bagus. Jadilah gw ga jadi ngumpulin cerpen ini, dan gw milih ditulis di blog aja biar bisa pd baca. Soal tugasnya mah gampang lah cari di internet hehehe..

Well then, happy reading! :)

Read the story after this post

Dari Blog Lama (2)

Jumat, 03 Oktober 2008
liburan bukan liburan
hoam
udh lama gak nge blog
yaa br 3 bln lah
mumpung liburan

tp yaa
yg namanya liburan buat gw mah sama aja
gmn engga?
bangun plg lambat jem 8
trus langsung,
"SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNN!! KASI MAKAN IKAN!! KMAREN BLOM KAMU KASI KAAN??"
"SAAAAAAAAAAANNN!! Semprot tanemaaann!!! yang kiri udh mau mati tuuh!"
"SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNN !!!! NYAPU DEPAN!!"
"SAAAAAAAAAANN!"
"SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNN!!"
~dst
hoam

tapi tetep aja yang namanya liburan gak bisa dikesampingkan dr ktemu kluarga besar
kluarga besar nyokap yg putih2 smua *gw plg item*
kluarga besar bokap yg item smua *gw plg putih* ??!
bbrp hari yg lalu misalnya,, kluarga besar bokap dateng krumah
seneng sih seneng,tapi ya itu,, teriakan2 pagi hari jd bertambah,
di saat2 beginii kegunaan pembantu *a.k.a. pembokat* jd jelas terasa ~

jem 1an mreka dateng
emg rencana nya mreka dateng pas makan siang
spupu2 yg beragam jg dateng smua
ada yang cwe, ada yg cwo *yaiyalah~*
kk gw yg gak ngebantu sama skali jg ikutan turun

masalah dateng saat kk gw buka kulkas, makan silver queen
anak-anak kecil nya jelas aja langsung mau
yang mengherankan, kk gw dengan sangat baik hati ngasih tu coklat sebatang buat dibagi.
biasanya? pelit minta ampun
gw pikir, "Gile kk gw generous jg yah...."
lagi2 terheran,
bbrp menit kemudian kk gw kliatan megang coklat lg
pdhl seinget gw, punya dy tinggal 1. lalu??
prasaan gw udh ga enak, gw cek kulkas, dan bner aja
coklat gw yg dimakan
pantes aja dia baik hati ngasi ke spupu -_____-
Diposkan oleh Sandra Aja di 18.52

Minggu, 05 Oktober 2008
tambahan
~lanjutan dr blog sblomnya

Gw: Mar! *spupu,bukan marijan,bukan marijah,tp Mario mirip Marijan*, kmaren gw liat ada Guitar Hero Indonseia, bagus gak ?
Mario: Bagus! mesti maen itu mah
Gw: Mang apa aja lagunya?
Mario: Mulan Jameela
Gw: .................

Post dr blog lama :]

Jumat, 03 April 2009
Earth Hour
Sperti yg kita smua tau, tgl 28 Maret kemaren seluruh dunia nyelenggarain Earth Hour. itu loh, yg matiin lampu sejaaaam aja! Buat nyelametin bumi dan sgala isinya. Jujur aja, gw sangat antusias sama progam ini. Krn yah emg yg namanya Global Warming kan udh kliatan bgt tuh efeknya.

Jakarta yang makin lama makin panas misalnya ?
Juga X6 yg juga makin lama makin gerah dan panas ga keruan ? (Salah. X6 makin panas krn emg kipas anginnya rusak)

Back to the topic, intinya gw sangat setuju sm yg namanya Earth Hour. Sebagai bukti klo gw stuju jg, jelas lah gw pengen yg lain partisipasi juga. Gw sebut niat gw itu niat baik, tapi, hasilnya gak seperti yg gw bayangkan.

Malem itu gw lg santai2 nonton TV di kamar. Udh ga sabar bgt pengen cepet2 Earth Hour. Bahkan lampu-lampu yg udh ga kpake udh gw matiin. sambil nonton, gw nglirik jam dinding. mnurut penglihatan gw, Earth Hour tinggal 30 menit lg. Jadi, gw kipikiran buat ngelaksanain niat baik. Ambil hape dr atas meja, duduk lg di atas kursi, dan siap ngetik SMS. krg lebih gini isi SMS gw:

"Temen-Temen!!!! Jangan lupa yaaa!!! Earth Hour tinggal 30 menit lagi ! Jangan lupa matiin listrik di rumah lo-lo pada! Thanks yaaa~! :D"

stelah yakin sm isi sms gw, tanpa pikir panjang gw kirim tu sms kira2 ke 20 orangan lebih. Temen-temen sekelas, temen-temen SMP, temen-temen les, smuanya deh ! Dalem hati gw udh bangga sm diri gw sendiri, krn gw udh ngebantu jalannya Erath Hour. Diem-diem juga gw menanti kira2 pada bales apa yaaa ntar ?? hehehehe

Balesan pertama dtg dr kk spupu gw. baru baca kalimat pertamanya aja gw udh shock,

"Sandra sayaaaaaaaaaaaaang~, ini tuh baru jem 7 !!! Earth Hour nya masih satu stengah jem lagi ! "

gw cuma bisa terdiam, jantung gw srasa brenti sesaat (lebay mode is on). Intinya, gw udh memberi info yg salah ke smua orang yg gw kirimin sms. ga lama kmudian sms2 juga ikutan masuk, isinya kurang lebih sm kea sms dr kk spupu gw td

"Bukannya masih satu stenga jam lagi ya ?"
"Lo gak salah?"
"Ini masih jem 7 dodol"
sms 1;"Makasi ya udh ngasih tau!:) " sms kdua (dr org yg sama):"Ngasi info ngaco lo."
dan sterusnya, gw cm bisa narik napas panjang.

Lain lagi critanya sm seorang teman gw brnama Alex. Emang waktu itu br pertama gw sms dia, yg brarti dia blon punya nomer gw. krg lebih gini isi smsan gw sm dia.
A: Ini siapa ya ?
Gw: Sandra
A: Hah? Sandra yang mana ? Gw ga punya temen namanya Sandra
Gw: Sandra Gonz !!
A: Ooo.... gw kirain lo org Jawa mana gitu. Makanya lo kcepetan sejam. Gw juga ga punya temen namanya Sandra org Jawa

Ada yg mrasa salah sm sms terakhirnya dia? jawabannya: Jawa dimana pun masuk wktu WIB. Mana mungkin ada yg kcepetan sejam ???? Intinya: dia sama begonya kea gw. Klo dia ngira gw org Bali ato Papua gtu masih ngerti deh gw.

Jadi, gimana pengalaman Earth Hour kalian ? :DD

For Those Who Needs To Move On

Post kali ini khusus buat orang2 yang mau move on! hehehe.. Sumbernya semua dr Twitter #MoveOnMoveUp ayo2 follow!

See the opportunity in every seemingly "bad" turn of events. If you look closely enough you'll see the miracle.

Ask, Believe, Let Go, Receive something even better than you asked for

When wondering what decision to make, remember: the only thing you owe other people is your happiness

Letting go is the best way to hold on.

Guess what's on the other side of a broken heart? A brand new start!

Say thank you to everyone that told you no, cause they helped you get where you are today.

Be brave to say "goodbye." Believe, that life will reward you with a new "hello."

Open your eyes, greet the new day with a grin. Because it's right now that your life truly begins.

To clarify: "When you hear NO, there's a better YES waiting for you some where else!"

Mistakes from the past helps us find the right person with the good reason at the perfect season

Give up the good to go for the Great!

And when someone is telling you to NOT move on, say this:
Who's to say we aren't getting stronger?
Who's to say I can't live without you?
Who are they anyway,
anyway
they don't know
-Who's To say, Vanessa Carlton

Dan gw tau, ini semua cuma teori, dan ga segampang itu dilakukan. Tapi at least, let these words motivate you. Yang bisa membuat lo bener2 move on adalah LO sendiri, dan Tuhan hehe... You CAN do this !! :DD

Every no is just a yes to something better. Trust God!

credits to: @MoveOnMoveUP

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I wish you the best :)

liburan bukan liburan 2

Haaah.. hari ini Gonzaga libur awal puasa loh hahah (mulai ga jelas). Kira2 hr ini aktifitas gw gini:

- bangun
- rapiin kamar
- nyuci lap pel
- nyuci 2 celana jeans
- ngepel
- bersiin kamar lagi, bongkar2 barang
- nyapu, ngelap2
- makan (cornflakes 3 mangkok, ya, gw rakus)
- jemurin baju
- tidur
- lipetin baju
- ngepel lagi

Hoh, jd sampe skrg udh mau jam 5, gw belom nyentuh satupun buku pelajaran pdhl mau replacement test hahaha.. Yah sebenernya kesel juga ngapain sih pake replacement tes sgala? Tapi ya, yaudah deh trima aja (pasrah). Dan sekarang, gw mau nulis bbrp post, dan abis itu mandi.

Yah, itung2 bersih2 rumah hr ini=Olah raga! Hahah.. beneran loh membakar lemak, gerak2 mulu, keringetan hahah..

Nah ni udh diupload bbrp foto dr Si Boncel hr Minggu kemaren. Here it is!
Foto2 bersama dulu dong hahahah





Dan ini anak2 Boncel nyaaa lucu2 unyu2 kecil2 kan hahahah.. Rambut botak ala upin ipin semua (kecuali yg cewe2 sih, iyalah -_-)


Nah terus foto2 lagi :D

So Right - Music For Sale

Music For Sale – So Right

Love is so funny
when you get hurt and you`re starting to laugh
just standing alone now
figuring why everything was going so fast
and all you`ve wanted
was someone and love will take care for the rest
like I can do
like I want to for so long


Love is a puzzle
and all you need is someone just to figure it out
don`t look away babe
cause u know I always be willing to try
I`ll wait you right here babe
cause I know that baby I`m not fooling around
baby I want you
just only you for so long

chorus:
Baby, I know what you feel and I`m so inspired
honey, if you let me with you I`ll fix you right
So Right We might as well go on together
cause baby I can love you better if you realize


I know that you`re sad babe
and all you need is love but love was not easy to find
don`t look far now
cause you know I always be waiting in front
I`ll always be here babe
even though I know you always left me behind
baby I want you
just only you for so long

chorus


I want to love, hold,
give you all the care that you need
relax baby when you`re with me
cause I`ll be the one who holds you tight
tonight, baby when we`re together,
this feeling will take you further
and you`ll be alright

chorus:
Baby, I know what you feel and I`m so inspired
honey, if you let me with you I`ll fix you right
So Right We might as well go on together
cause baby I can love you better if you realize

Lagunya enak didenger, liriknya bagus. Recommended song :D

My Playlist!

Hello lagi! Hari ini gw tiba2 pengen nunjukkin music play list yang sedang gw puter dan emang akhir2 ini sering gw puter hehe.. Play list entah kenapa, yang plg mencerminkan gw dr playlist2 lain sebelomnya, karena isinya sebagian besar gw temuin sendiri (bukan atas recommend orang) dan emang gw suka udh dr sono nya hahah.. Lagu2nya juga recommended songs semua! Gw udh nyebarin beberapa ke Kezia Wajong dan dia suka wuhuuu (Y)

Oke ini play list nya (title-artist) :
- Ordinary Day - Vanessa Carlton
- Don't Stop Believing (Regional Version) - Glee Cast
- Beautiful - Glee Cast
- The Mess I Made - Parachute
- Goodbye Days - YUI
- The Best I've Ever Had - Vertical Horizon
- Miss Independent - Ne Yo
- Comfortable - John Mayer
- So Right - Music For Sale
- Amanda - Music For Sale
- Ms. Wonderful - Music For Sale
- You Say When - Valerius
- She Doesn't Know - Valerius
- Salt Water Room - Owl City
- Poker Face - Glee Cast
- Who's To Say - Vanessa Carlton
- San Fransisco - Vanessa Carlton
- A Beautiful Day - India Arie (br dapet dr Kezia hehe)
.... Bnyk juga ya? hahaha

Sebenernya gw mau tulisin kata2 yang bagus dr setiap lagu, tapi kok, banyak yah ternyata hahaha.. Jadi silakan dengerin sendiri aja, kalo mau lagunya bilang ke gw aja, nanti gw kirimin, gw kasih lah pokoke yaa haha

“Life’s like a piano. The white keys represent happiness and the black keys show sadness. But as you go through your life’s journey,remember that the black keys make music too" -leilockheart.tumblr.com

Bersyukur lah sama hidup, jangan yang diliat yang jeleknya doang. Kalo emang lagi ada masalah, percaya aja masalah itu bisa dilaluin kok. Hidup itu emang gak gampang, gak ada yang pernah bilang hidup gampang. Tapi justru dr kesulitan2 yg ada di dalam hidup itu, kita bisa ngerasain hidup jd lebih indah (eaaa hahah)

Love your life, and life will love you back

Sunday!

Happy birthday my dearest friend, Patricia Monica Wallner! Semoga di tahun ini, semua impian lo bs tercapai mon. Semoga lo bisa jadi lebih kuat lagi, dan semoga you bisa dapetin yang paling baik lo mon, karena lo berhak buat ngedpetin itu :)
Wish you all the best :)

Hari ini gw senang hahah.. Pertama senang soalnya kumpul sama anak2 yatim piatu di Boncel, si Monic ngerayain ultahnya disana. She is very a kind one isn't she? Bukan rayain yang mahal di hotel2/cafe2, tapi di panti asuhan. thumbs up (y)

Disana pas baru dateng sepi, lalu br bermunculan anak2 dr rata2 umur 2-6 tahun yang lucu2 semua! Ngegemesin, mirip2 upin ipin semua hahaha.. Begitu ngeliat gw dan temen2 yang lain, kita langsung diserbu, ditarik2 tangannya, diajak ngomong. Pas duduk, langsung 3 orang dateng rebutan minta gw pangku, 2 anak rebutan mainin jam tangan, 1 anak narik2 gelang, dan 2 sibuk berusaha ngajakin gw ngomong. Wuih gile tuh hahaha pusing ribet, tapi gw seneng, dan gw ladenin mereka semua hehehe..

Lalu hal lain yang bikin gw seneng, 2 orang temen gw bisa kembali jd sahabatan lagi.. Dulu mereka sempet jd gak baik hubungannya karena suatu alasan, dan sekarang mereka udh kayak dulu lg. Gw seneng liatin mereka udh ketawa2, saling ejek2an, gila2an, konyol2an berdua lagi. Good for you guys, really happy to see you both are in fine condition now ! hehe :) (terus gw cuma bs bengong liatin tu dua di mobil secara gw nebeng mereka hahah :p)

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p.s.: when is our turn ? :'[ mereka aja bisa kok..

Postingan Rada GJ

Gw bingung mesti membuka post gw yang satu ini gimana. Karena klo gw tulis 'hello!', itu kayaknya udh sering banget deh.. Jadi ya.. Uhm.. . . .. .

Nah terus, gw bingung mau nulis apaan ya tadi? ....
??
?
....?
..........! !
(haha apaan deh -,-)

Oh iya, mau promosi ! Haha
Uhm tersedia lagu2 sbb:
- buat yang lagi pol in lop
- buat yang merasa digantungin
- buat yang pengen jadian
- buat yang lagi baru jadian
- buat yang lagi ada masalah ama pacarnya
- buat yang (akhirnya) putus
- buat yang kagak bisa move on
- buat yang msi mengharap kesempatan kedua
- buat yang udh desperate ga bisa move on
- buat yang mulai nyadar HARUS move on
- buat yang setelah nyadar masih gak bisa move on juga
- buat yang jd stress berat, mau mati aja sekalian! wuhuuu dodol =.=
- buat yang sadar death is the end of life, not relationship
- buat yang mau menikmati hidup
- buat yang sadar masih ada sahabat
- buat yang sudah kembali ke hidup yang normal

Playlist lagu2 itu bisa bertahan dan gak bosen2 didengerin sampe berbulan2. Udah saya cobain semuanya, manjur. Mellow, pop, pop rock, classic, ada lah semuanya.

Nah kalo mau, tinggal bilang ke gw ya! Pengirimian melalui email/msn/usb/bluetooth.
Tidak menerima infrared.

dan GRATIS.

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More To Memorize, KTM!

Hellooooo :)

Saya baru balik dr Welcoming Party KTM Tangerang looh :))

Dan jujur, awalnya saya tidak suka! Karena begitu banyak orang yang gw gak kenal, taupun enggak.

Sperti biasa, gw dijemput di rumah sama tetangga, lalu bareng2 ketempat KTM. Kali ini yang menjemput gw si Ignas, dan di dalamnya ada 2 bersaudara itu; Richard dan Raymond. Gw masih diem banget tuh.

Acarany di Melati Mas, di sebuah TK. Pas nyampe sana, *shock*, ga ada satupun yang gw kenal. Tapi ada satu orang baik yang mengajak gw kesana kemari, namanya Kak Rani. Sama Kak Rani ini, gw disuruh gabung sama yang lain. Padahal yang lainnya panitia, termasuk Ignas, Richard, dan Raymond. Lagi2 gw cuma duduk sendiri. Gak lama dateng juga anggota2 baru, tp mereka semua udah berkelompok gtu datengnya. Mau ngajak kenalan gtu juga susah, karena mulut gw lg penuh sariawan dan sakit banget !Jadi sedih :( (maaf ya MP dan DP yang jd gw smsin hehehe :p)

Acara dimulai, dengan ehm menurut gw rada garing dan jayus. Laluuu nyanyi2, gw disuruh maju kedepan, berjoget2 bergaya2 (nurut aja gw lah ahaha), terus nyanyi2 lagi, diselingi doa dan renungan, terus pas selese nyanyi (sperti yang udh gw duga) beberapa di antara mereka lanjut nyanyi dengan bahasa *^&*!@^#&^&!%#!&%^&$^!@&^!* a.k.a. bhs Roh Kudus, yang memang gak dimengerti manusia.

Trus makan snack (diliatin panitia gw ngambil2 lagi hahaha), dilanjutkan main game. Sebelomnya ada teka teki dari MC Erick, yang pada akhirnya MCnya sendiri gak bisa jawab teka-tekinya sendiri karena salah soal =.=

Trus mulai bagi2 sel. Jadi ternyata KTM dibagia atas banyak distrik. Distrik ini dibagi jd wilayah, wilyaha dibagi jadi sel. Dalam 1 sel ada maksimal 16 orang gtu lah. Setelah dibagi2 ternyata gw masuk ke sel Agustinus 2 bersama tetangga2 gw itu tentunya. Pas ditanya gimana kesannya, jujur gw menjawab,"Uhm... Aneh," trus Kak Rani, yang ternyata pimpinan sel gw, dan wakilnya ketawa denger jawaban gw. Mereka ketawa lagi saat gw ngaku gw ga banyak ngomong krn mulut gw lg banyak sariawan. Saat itu mood gw udh ga terlalu jelek lagi :D

Acara berakhir jam 15:00, dianter pulang lagi sm Ignas. Mampir kerumah Richard&Raymond nurunin amplifier, mampir lagi kerumah Ignas nurunin ampli juga, baru gw dianterin pulang.

Hari ini gw bertemu dengan banyak orang baru lagi, yang jumlahnya juga buanyaak dan gw mesti mulai belajar ngafalin lagi. Ada Kak Rani, Harun, Tasia, Angel, Jennifer, Adit, Ocha, Catherine, dan muasssih banyak lagi! Tetangga gw yang lain; Handi, Siska, dan Inez ga dateng, ga tau deh kenapa.

Pas di mobil gw ditanyain Ignas, "Gimana Sandra, mau ikut KTM?" terus hening. Gw gak jawab krn bingung. Ikut enggak ikut enggak, tapi jujur gw udh terlanjur tertarik dan berminat juga pada akhirnya. Semua layak buat dicobakan? "Sandra?" kali ini yang disebelah gw yang nanya. Maklum mereka nyecer gw suruh ikut soale kan mereka panitia2 gtu hahah. "Akan gw coba dulu lah," akhirnya gw jawab :)

Jadi kawan2, mulai hari ini aktifitas gw bertambah lagi, yaitu ikut KTM! Dan orang yang gw harus kenal juga bertambah lagi. Wish me luck ! :DD

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