Tested and True - 2ndhand Serenade

Superstitions aren't meant for lovers
Under covers, undiscovered is your skin
I am lonely, please let me in
You're probably wondering what I was proving
Are you choosing?
Am I losing you tonight?
Is it over, over?

Are we fading?

[Chorus]
I never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words don't seem to matter
My words don't seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies you're running to
But my words don't seem to matter
I'd rather have you tested and true

Now you've had your chance
So lets try my way, its my day
To show you what you're missing, turn around
And feel the winds of change upon your face again
The warm breath of your closest friend
I'm waiting, I'm waiting

Are we fading?

[Repeat Chorus]

I'm scared well fall apart tonight
Under the moonlight, under the moonlight
I'm scared well never make it right
Under the moonlight, under the moonlight
Take my hand and hold it tight
Hold it tight

A Twist In My Story - 2ndhand Serenade

Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

My whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
This world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

More Than Words

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go

More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words

It was all started with this song :)

18th June

Hey there! How are you all? (berasa ada yang baca aja hahah)

Today I'm doing pretty fine,
I got in to Inten! Yay! Akhirnya gw resmi masuk bimbel Inten yg di Fatmawati, tiap hr Senin & Jumat dr jam 16:30-20:00. Demi mengejar impian, gapapa gw rela hahah.. And the good part is, I got the cheapest price ;D

And beside that, today is yah, the day I used to be waiting for :)

And to celebrate that, hari ini gw menambah label khusus cuma untuk hari ini (A Day In June).. Dan untuk sehari ini gw cuma akan nge post lirik2 lagu :)
Start after this post ! :D

17th, Another Great Year

First of all, I want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINOMIYA KAZUNARI kun! He is one of my favourite artist, and he is one of Arashi (L), it's my most favourite music group.

Oke hari ini gw disuruh nyokap buat mulai beresin lemari buku. Udah lama gw ga buku lemari buku pelajaran gw dan ternyata emang udh lumayan berantakan numpuk2 smua gtu hehe. Jadi dimulai acara beres2 buku gw.

Pertama beresin dulu yang di atas meja. Kertas2, potongan partitur2, notebooks, spidol bolpen dll. Dari meja beralih ke lemari. Ambil buku, keluarin kertas2nya, dibaca2, yang penting disimpen, sisanya dibuang (iyalah).

Sambil gw milah2 kertas, jadi teringat masa2 di kelas 2 kemaren.. Rasanya baru aja masukin buku2 baru (masih bagus2) ke lemari, sekarang udh mesti ngeluarin buku2 itu (udah abal2 haha :p). Trus sembari baca2 tulisan2 gw di kertas buku ato kertas manapun, such good memories :') Dari tulisan2 kebetean gw, gambar2, corat coret yang numpang di buku gw, all of them!

And I'm happy to say, I regret NOTHING for the 2nd year I've passed in Gonzaga :D . Semua temen2 baru, sahabat, even teachers, smuanya berharga buat gw hahah. Yaa soal nilai2 gw, gw menyesal sih knapa ga blajar lebih dulu. Tapi apa gunanya juga gw nyesel skarang kan?

Ada beberapa hal yang gw pelajarin selama setahun ini:
- Friends are best treasure. It is hard to find real good friends, so once you got them , you have tou keep them good.
- Belajar itu emang penting. Udah cukup gw deg2an ditelpon ato apa. Tahun depan gw akan ngadepin ujian dan setahun ini cukup membuat gw sadar gw emang mesti bener2 menyiapkan diri gw hehe :)
- Belajar nyusun jadwal sebelom pergi hahah.. Sama laporan perkiraan pengeluaran. Pernah pergi ke Tebet dlm rangka ultahnya Theodore Arthur tanpa bener2 memperkirakan jumlah duit yang gw butuhin brapa. Alhasil gw cuma ngitung butuhnya berapa buat kesana tapi ga ngitung butuhnya berapa buat balik ke rumah -__-. Thanks to May Priscilla yang udah ngutangin gw waktu itu hahah. Kapok deh kapok.
- Don't spend your time dwelling with unhappy things! Because worrying is like a trembling chair. It gets you busy but it takes you nowhere :) . Mending pikirin aja solusinya and and start to act.
- Berpikir sebelom bertindak. Ga semua yang ada di pikiran lo bener. Pikirin juga perasaan orang lain gimana. I've trough it all, it really was not a goof feeling knowing I've hurt people i love. Just be careful.
- and last, the key to happiness is able to be greatful for things you have.

Thanks XIA2 for the wonderful year! Won't forget our times together, love youu all X)


XIA2 are: Rambe, Arda, Alphonse, Moko, Alysha, Andre, Emon, Penta, Rilo, Bhima, Andro, CA, Dhatu, Hari, Ivan, Hilda, Dion, Jono, Me!, Etta, Icil, Michael, Monic, Pierre, Byanca, Eda, Tita, Rian, Lisa, Saskia, Ardhi, Arthur, Willy, Yudith.

and picture of the day:


Sebelom beli barang, pikir lagi, itu PENGEN apa BUTUH. Sebelom ngeluh sama hal yang lo GAK punya, pikirin lagi hal yang LO punya. Karena ga semua orang punya hal2 yang lo (atau cuma lo) miliki. Be grateful :D

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